Time to decide

I stand in a sea of choices

But none of them would give me what I need

My hole happiness

No matter how I see it...

My heart is divide it

Between my responsability

My obligation

And my desire

I think this is why some say it's a sacrifice

I know what would be the right thing to do

But it would mean turn my back of what I want

It's a shame that this decision is not easy

It's a pity not being so bright so I could do everything

Only have time to do one

Is ok to do it even though I wish to be doing something else?

No matter what, one thing won't make me entirely happy.

If I choose responsability over my desire and obligation

Obligation over responsability and desire

Or Desire over obligation and responsability

My mind would be ramble

Dreaming be doing something else of what I doing

Wanted to be somewhere else of where I stand

Wishing with hope in my eyes that all of this be over

Does it means I don't love my obligation or responsability enough?

If I "love" what I do why it seems so hard to decide?

Why I feel that if I choose my responsability I be wasting my time

If I choose my desire would be a mistake

Or if I choose my obligation I would be empty?